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seriously, and thank you for putting into words what I was unable to.
it's just like what they wanna do with the microchips. if you don't get one, you're fucked, because you won't be able to buy any food!
haha the government here in my country is complaining because there wasn't enough economic growth in the last year, funny that, if you shut down all the factories and move production to china (in order to de-skill the people here so that they have to rely on outside countries for simple everyday products) it may well be a consequence.
what noone seems to realise is that we can't just keep on growing, the earth and the resources upon it are only able to support a certain amount of people. but yes, its all part of the plan.
i think thats why within all the corporate symbolism they are showing us symbols of leaving the earth.
they want to destroy the van-allen belt with the harpp system (under the guise of cellular towers) they have been intalling in all our cities so they can return to their galaxy, and bring the gold with them. i still haven't worked out why they need gold, it is a very good conductor, maybe they need it to built there spaceship?
I honestly think they're wasting their time, the good guys always win :)
check out the logo of the company im talking about
http://www.topnews.in/law/files/vodafone-logo.jpg
and check out the main image in the article on this page, it shows what i'm talking about in black and white
http://www.letsgomobile.org/en/1716/wimax-forum/
The main point here from this perspective is that this is all an illusion, I say it that way for the mind to grasp the unsolidness of the perceived reality as a reality of only left-brained logic, yet there are just words that point to a balance that is inconceivable, unknowable, never understood with words alone.
I have read this book and others like it, i have watched many videos on the subject ,and spoken to others who have awakened to the game.One of the MAJOR problems i have faced is that whomever i tell about this incredible scam, just find it to hard to believe and thiereyes glaze over when you try to explain it to them.THAT WILL NEVER STOP ME TRYING THOUGH. I thank you for your courage and your work and i will never bow down to those that perpetuate this GLOBAL DECIEPT.
Peter Angel Taylor
anyway, i didn't intend this comment as a bashing or whatever. do remember though that enlightenment and delusion(illusion-same thing) don't even exist. so i wouldn't too much over what the closed minded folk say. most of them want sucker groups and other such nonsense to bicker over so they can feel special and boost their egos. the same game as the search for "enlightenment". whatever that is...lol
good luck! :)
Yes it is all a game, no matter what people are chasing.
I am not worried at all what people say about enlightenment (which nobody can contain because nobody is there or here to contain it), I only add that update to save the time of reading anymore emails that say the same thing in different words about what they think enlightenment is (even though it's not working because most of the subscribers are email based and don't even come to the site to read the new articles, all they have to do is simply click the reply button and their message goes straight into my inbox).
I am not sure what enlightenment is either, I don't know what this is or who/what is being aware of it, it's quite a mystery indeed.
And for the people who say "beliefs create reality that give the proof to keep believing it"... I was not believing anything at the time, just a curiosity of this mystery labeled life.
People try to make this so complex, but it's really simple in the essence of it, the essence is that this is an illusion. The whole entire thing is based on illusion. It's incredible the amount of email I have gotten that touch on everything except what this whole thing is all about: illusion. Perhaps further research on their part will spark that light, but then again truth is too simple to be seen in most cases.
I can not know what is being done here with this type of pointing, but that is the way it unfolded here (for now, who knows what will happen next or even if there will be a next, I am curious what the next article will be. If there is one at all *laughs*). Such a mysterious life.
Fun eh? ;)
I find knowledge to be the most powerful weapon, thanks again for helping to arm us better.
Will let you know my thoughts when I'm done. So far the quotes at the beginning totally rock ;)
I don't separate the two. The so-called 'temporal world' and so-called 'spiritual realm' is right here, right now, as one movement. In my direct expereince here, these two are really one movement that is moving no where simultaneously.
As we turn against each other and divide, the ones with the secret agenda conquer us by keeping us distracted in turmoil with one another. Hence, we are against each other on a whole list of self-destructive systems of ego related uselessness:
* Race against race that creates prejudices to color of skin, shape of physical looks, behavior acts of culture differences, style fashion ETC... (there are systems in place designed to keep people referring to and noticing these prejudices)
* There is also gender against gender, which creates sexism by the focus of unfairness (divide and rule) around the world because of the systems in place. Women are disadvantaged of many rights, when it comes to leadership roles, job opportunities, religious power etc…
* Politics against politics is designed to be a system in which creates the illusion of choice and it helps the secret agenda to verify through polls/ surveys if the population is ready for the next system to be installed that will help them to their goal in control.
* These systems are everywhere including: religion against science, science against religion, and religion against religion. Both are one in the same thing, to limit thought process into having difficulty in thinking outside the box.
Oneness is quite a natural view without all these conditioning systems (and there are many more systems out there).
Thank you for commenting, you are very correct indeed, that is a separation tool they use.
I have enjoyed your writings for awhile now. I have read most of the book (I am now starting the last chapter). I like to read a few pages, take a break to digest it, then read some more.
Though I like a lot of the analogies, quotes, views, and information she gives, I find quite a lot of contradictions in the book (I see these contradictions as merely emotions from her and/or views that she has not yet challenged by investigating for herself). That does not mean that what she says about the "game" is false, it merely means I will have to investigate more into this myself.
The funny thing about the "game" that I see, is that if everyone were doing better at the game (doing more than "just" getting by), then the one's at the top would be doing even better (mainly because they are in the domain of everyone). If instead the minimum wage in the US were $20/hr, instead of what it is, then people would be able to create more credit and the PTB would then make even more illusionary money on the interest of that credit. By doing what they are doing (raising interest rates above 30% for Credit Cards, huge service fees, etc.), they are keeping people from creating more debt and credit, which only hurts them (as we have seen).
That and the fact from history. When the middle class becomes no more because they support the lower class and make all the money for the higher class, then there seems to have only been one statement that has been Universally used for that situation. "Off with their heads!!"
Do the elite really not read history at all?? They are the cause of their downfall because of their fear of losing what they think they own. Yet they are the ones that created this illusionary 'money" and ought to know that it is fiction, and you cannot own, nor lose... that which never existed.
Maybe I will write an article about it, I don't know.
They know all this is an illusion, when you know all this is an illusion then what is going to stop you from doing whatever you want, to make sure you expereince this illusion to its maximum ability? What if you could be all knowing and seeing all things everywhere (everything that can be known and see everything can be seen; think cameras, microphones, and satellites), all powerful and controlling (control others through laws, churches, news, technology, money, etc). Hey is that not the definition of God? Omniscience, omnipotence, and omnipresence?
7 billion people to watch and control is quite hard work and it shouldn't be such hard work for god. God makes thing easy. I will give one guess where all this is headed....
Most people can't see this because they are conditioned to be moral and ethical and maintain integrity; therefore, they assume everyone or most everyone has such a thing. All it takes is to ask yourself a few questions:
If we do have a choice to vote who is going to be elected, then how come we don't have a choice to goto war or not? Why were we not involved in this choice? Because they conditioned us to have moral ethics and they know if they ask us for our opinion, then the average person who say NO to war and anyone who says yes would be ones who would conditioned to have pride in being a American. Doesn't mean they have any ethic conditions, it only means pride is more conditioned in them, that they are willing to die for it and ethics may very well be a support to that choice.
Everything they do, they point to the opposite of what they are doing. Most people assume that Americans were attacked on 9/11 because there are people out there that are jealous of our freedom, yet we are anything but free. Who would want to come to a place that has over 600,000 'laws' that are enforced?
The funny thing though, is that they conditioned us to have ethics and that is what could be their downfall. If enough people knew about this, almost everyone would stand up and say this is unethical. However, they are doing a good job by control us with fear. What happened to anyone who stood up and changed the history of mankind by speaking out? In order to change things for good, we all have to stand up together and unite.
Oneness (or God if you prefer that word) doesn't have be known in order to unite, oneness can be seen in uniting. "when two or more a gathered in my name".
Respect,
Leia
There are others I have ran into that don't use the system at all, but they are even more rare because it requires a complete independence and taking 100% charge of your own life, which is quite scary to most.
Like I said this is about facing your faces, all of them. It takes a rare bread to be fearless of life and death. I am willing to die (or go to jail or whatever happens in life) to protect the freedom I know, not because I feel what I know needs to protected, but because this illusion is not being lived, if it's being lived in fear. Fear makes this illusion real. They can do as they like, but they will not touch my soul and to give-in to comfort over freedom, is the very thing that gives them your soul.
The very thing that will stop most, is fear. What will happen to me if I don't obey them? If I don't pay my bills? If I stop working? If I don't go to court? If I don't carry a license? If I don't ask permission to do what I want to do? What will happen if I take 100% responsibility for my life? I can't say what will happen, I can only guesstimate based on what people say who have done this. But I have a pretty good idea where this is heading and what will happen if I do not stand up for what I consider is right. This is the way oneness is moving here.
There is no savor, to save you from this mess. You must save yourself from this if you are to be saved. Why should anybody help you if you are not willing to help yourself first? We all were duped into this, but we all knew deep down in our hearts that something was not right about it. We did it because everyone was doing it and thought that this is just the way it is and always has been. We went along with the masses rather than our instincts and we paid a price for it, now is the time to make it right by doing what we should have done in the first place (listen to our hearts and instinctive impulses).
There is nothing to fear. Life takes care of life, if you follow your heart. The ironic thing about it, is you must be willing to follow your heart in order to know that life takes care of itself. I have been following my heart for about two years now and I am in a position where I don't have to work, I don't have to pay bills, I don't have money, and I have realized the most important things about life that one can ever know. I am well taken of but I lost many comforts because of it, yet it was 100% worth it.
The food we eat is full of chemicals anyhow. What type of food do you think the ones running the system eat? How do you suppose they get their food? I can guarantee they do not eat the food that they provide for us.
The electricity we have now is ran with people running a power planet, but it doesn't have to be, ever heard of free energy?
For everything you can foresee a problem, there is already something better in its place but most are unaware of it because the-powers-at-hand don't let these things happen.
You have to keep in mind what will happen if we DON'T take a stand, that is the really real scary part (that part is in the e-book and everywhere throughout the net, anybody who knows what is going on can predict where this is heading; it's way too obvious)!
There are enough resources on this earth for all of us to live in abundance for "free" The Venus Project gives an outline of how we can live without the "money game" Here's a brief description -
"The greatest lesson we might learn could be that human beings free of debt, insecurity, and fear become much more amiable.
No one will be out to sell anyone anything or to deprive another of possessions or money. In a resource-based economy, the basis for unhealthy human aggression will be outgrown. People will no longer be burdened by the nagging concerns that consume so much of our attention, such as mortgages, health care costs, fire insurance, economic recession, the loss of jobs, recession, depression, and taxes.
With the elimination of these burdens and the removal of the conditions that create feelings of envy, greed, and competition, our lives would be far more meaningful. For the first time we may begin to know what it means to be human.
As we enhance the lives of others, protect our environment, and work toward abundance, all our lives can become richer and more secure. If these values were put into practice, it would enable all of us to achieve a much higher standard of living within a relatively short period of time; a standard of living that would be continuously improved.
People would be free to pursue whatever constructive endeavor they chose without the economic pressures, restraints, and taxation that are inherent in the monetary system. By constructive endeavor, we mean anything that enhances the lives of the individual and others.
When education and resources are available to all without a price tag, there will be no limit to human potential. With these major alterations, people would eventually live longer, more meaningful and healthier lives. The measure of success would be the fulfillment of one’s individual pursuits rather than the acquisition of wealth, property, and power"
Thanks Nicholas for sending me this link 2 months ago. I like you have been reading and testing ever since. As I was reading Marys book I knew that it held the answer to the last piece of the puzzle for me. Thanks so much for this. You cannot believe the timing for me when out of the ethers came your email a few months ago.
I have been labeled a weirdo many times in my day *laughs* Probably a fair call too, a lot of the time I feel insanely sane. After all, it's the sane person who realizes that everybody else must be insane to submit to such insanity.
My own mother admits it. She says: "Around the age of 5, you started asking weird questions. I think you were trying to understand this crazy world."
“The reasonable man adapts himself to the conditions that surround him. The unreasonable man adapts surrounding conditions to himself, therefore, all progress depends on the unreasonable man.” ~George Bernard Shaw
If you can relate to what I am saying, perhaps you are a weirdo too ;)
The first one is denial, second is anger, third is sadness, and forth is empowerment. When a cop pulls you over and you no longer feel fear because you know they that do not have authority over you since you know your rights (basically don't show them ID, no matter the threats they give); that is empowerment. The empowerment stage is the exciting part. Keep researching after you read the book and you will see what I mean :)
stay relatively free and let the system crash. what's the point of going to prison?
if you're on a salary how do you get your company to stop withholding income tax? how do you pay for your internet connection? heating oil in the winter? the author should give practical steps or else you're just going to get slammed.
You have to keep in mind also, that the media is very control and what you see and hear on the news is very subjective to keep people from claiming their rights as a sovereign individual.
Yes you would have to quit working for the company, but what is the price for freedom? If you help others, they will likely be willing to help you. Walk into a court before it in section and tell people who are there because they think they must what to say in order to have the courts work in their favor. If you help them, they may return the favor. Gather your family together and start growing your own food. Anything you need to survive is achievable without the system. I didn't say comfortable, but achievable. It's easy to survive without the system, it is just not comfortable and you have to decide if comfort is more important than freedom.
Of course, you can always still work for a company and still know your rights, that is an option too, but your rights don't apply while working as an employee since your rights are the rights they give you based on their rules, policies, and regulations. That is true for any company you submit an application or represent that company through ID (which you had to apply for), even if you don't think it is a company, which is why certain people are entitled to your property, children, your body, and enforce rules, policies, and regulations upon you.
Nobody who realizes this will ever go to prison. You might go to jail but they can't keep you there if you don't falsely represent the legal fictional name (or have that ID on you). They shouldn't even arrest you without your consent (ID is consent and some legalese words that look like English and responding to these words in unaware ways), it does happen sometimes if the cops don't know the difference between law and statue/acts. Statues/Acts are just rules, policies, and regulations that are enforced by the company (every police force, court, jail, etc... are company's).
I think the author is very wise by not giving practical steps. She pointed to you to who you are and the illusion at hand, the rest is up to you to research. Nothing is true until you know for yourself anyhow. We are all so used to everybody else doing the work for us, telling us what to do, and not taking responsibility for our own lives. If you want to claim your sovereignty, you must begin to start acting like one and that means doing what you need to be doing, for you, as a responsible human with the responsibility to find out for yourself.
At least the author gave a general format to follow -- basically, don't agree to anything! & don't be scared by their tactics! If it were really so easy to prosecute a 'free soul,' they wouldn't be making threats in the first place, they'd just tape you up and ship you off!
:)
That sounds harsh & pessimistic! But I can't help it; I could only get one person to read this -- the rest are still lolly gagging and will probably, purposefully forget :(
and how do you get electricity for free? and heating oil? and gas for your car? by bartering? c'mon
the best advice would be to 'wake up'. enlightenment. (too bad we can't do that on demand) then see what you're moved to do. i've never read anything on this from awake people. i wonder how they deal with it. i suspect they play the illusion with its rules knowing none of it's real and doesn'r really matter.
There is no such thing as 'awake people'. Awakening is the realization that there is nobody there to be awaken. Most 'people' want to put enlightenment into a box and say it is this and it does this, and it's not this and it doesn't do this. Things can still not matter and still things still happen as if they do matter because it doesn't matter if things come up as mattering *laughs* There are no rules in this illusionary/real game of life no matter how awake or sleep one is.
when people around here stopped paying their heating oil bill the companies then won't deliver until there's a payment (in full) first . i'm sure the same would happen with the phone, internet, cable tv bills
it's interesting, like to hear from someone who's doing it.
saying 'awake people' is easier than the ' non dual speak' way of describing it. there are seeming "people" who've realized they're not real as separate individuals and the rest of us "people' still mind identified.
I found this site http://www.educationcenter2000.com/strawman.html It has quite a bit of information and examples of what to send to creditors and county courts... to have it abated, instructions on filing a UCC-1 form (They are calling what the e-book talked about and what Nicholas is talking about "Redemption").
I have a lot more studying and investigation to do before I go full force with this (I have not tried to share this info with anyone yet, wanted to wait until I knew more), but I am beginning to believe that you are correct, it can be done (I already knew... just had to be sure :-).
Here the shortest video (40 mins) that I could find packed full of information about this, as another teaser, if you rather cut through all the details and just hear/share the main idea behind the illusionary system: http://bbc5.tv/eyeplayer/articles/john-harris-i... I found that people respond to this better than the e-book.
I have told many people online but not close family, friends, or loved ones because like you; I want to be able to answer any questions they might have and know as much about as possible.
I feel pretty confident that I could defend myself in court (if I decide to show up to the summons, which is really an invite), have some fun with police (rather then fear), and do as I please without restriction of the legal (statues/acts) system.
You are very smart and wise to test this information and find out for sure. Everybody should test it.
Words are really pointless. The only way to say what the story is doing, is to add a story to it by describing into words something to say about it. All I can say is: Thoughts seem to happen, emotions apparently arise, time seemly unfolds, and the wholeness is still pretending.
Just being (nobody being) the viewless view that takes a view at any moment and for a moment something seems to be there, before something else arises.
And your seemly self?
is it lonely? does loneliness arise? i guess everthing arises and falls away.
If anything is lonely, it's not realizing the connection you have with everything else as you. You would think that loneliness would arise by knowing that everything is you because you're all there is, but at the same time it's seen that nobody is there to be lonely. If loneliness arises, it does so for nobody. Simultaneously when you have a connection to everything around you, you feel connected to all that is, so loneliness is a rare arising. It's a contradiction the mind can't solve. When the relationship you have with another human is felt as a connection to yourself, then the relationships is not build on a foundation of needing another to fulfill loneliness. When you have no requirements of the relationship, you can connect with anyone and everyone without trying to get something out of it or put something into it (yet that can happen too, there is no box here). Therefore, everybody and anybody can be related to and connected to rather they have similar outlooks or not. Yet there are preferences that arise too, so if oneness rather not connect, then it doesn't (nothing really changes save for the realization). There is no illusion of a self here to control how to respond to someone or something, all things are possible and all things are allowed (unless they are not).
Being awake doesn't mean anything or change anything except everything that happens is not seen to happen because of a person, that's all. Before enlightenment, chop wood and carry water; after enlightenment, chop wood and carry water without a doer doing the chopping or carrying. It's really no big deal, that is the way it is for you now, rather seen are not. So nothing changes except to the perspective of something that is already there.
so say someone is a serial rapist or other criminal type. does the realization inform and change the personality? would this criminal become benign as he sees no other? or is there no control at all of the body/mind appearance?
From here, what is seen is that there is no reason to cause harm, when everything is seen as self, but you never know. Enlightenment can not be put into a box and say it is this and not that, because it is everything. If one thing can be enlightened, then everything is enlightened because there is only one thing here.
Nobody has control, nobody ever did, because there is nobody with a self, never has been; only the illusion of one. Right now as you read these words, this can be known (by nobody) because nothing needs to change to see it.
For a second I thought, should I keep reading - trying to be a conscious reader and be aware of what comes into my experience, but curiosity made me do it, and I am glad I did.
What you have expressed, I already feel and believe within me too. The entire system is one big masquerade and we are just playing along, except that some of us took this game too seriously and now believe that every bit of it is true. But it isn't. We designed this system collectively and we can take it apart. We just need to be aware of this and go from there.